A Letter LostWhen I feel so lonelyI try to rememberHow amazing it feltBack in NovemberBefore sadness hitWhen I thought to myselfThis is for himI should leave him beSo I found an excuseTold him I would waitTill I didn't make him sadAs his sibling told meWhen I returnedHarmed and cryingWilling to go backAs long as he's smilingHe made me promiseAll after his rants and ventTo let him find anotherAnd away he wentAnd thus began my miseryWhen I was unhappyI could feel his gleeMy heart was shabbyHe told me he lied to herTold her he loved herTold me he really missed meBut he could have lied, too, thereI'm alone now, as saidWith someone who forgetsEverything we talk ofThe day before, and yetI want to give someoneThe happiness that was lostTo me when my heartWas happily tossedI want him to be happyThe one I am withSo I love him and stayCheerful, even if my heart's stiffIt's hard to let goOf this man who hurt meYes, he didn't give me aSecond chance, but you'll seeHe
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I WishI wish I could say sorryI wish I could take back everythingI wish I could be happyI wish I could warn youI wish I could be savedI wish I could be lovedI wish it could have been...but you wouldn't let it...Wouldn't let me...
Does It Make Me Bad?...and now that I've nothingleft to lose in life but life itself:So I'm just trying to make others happy...Because sometimes all you wantIs someone to be there and careAbout how you feel.They need someone there for themwhere there was no one for me...I hate to say this--(And please dont think I mean thisin a way to make you angry)--But after what I've feltand what my heart's been through...There is no happiness for meand I'm content with that...As long as I can make others happy...I'll be... mostly...okay...But what I wanted to tell her most,What I wanted to know from herWas if this made me bad?Does all this, my failed friendships and loves,Mean that I'm just... unlovable?Does it make me bad?To the point that no one will ever want meAs a friend or other?Does it make me bad?Is there anything I can do to earn acceptance?Freedom?Does it make me bad?That I can't hate or be angryEven when you've taken the lightAway from my life?Does it make me badThat
The Heart You Still HaveHaven't you ever been kicked to the ground?And then kicked while you're down?That's how it feels every second for meBut you don't see me complaining.No, you told me you hate me.Said you never wanted to talk again...And then, without any notice or reason,You got ahold of me, yet again.I didn't talk to her. I didn't talk to you.So why are you making this so tough for me.You aren't like you used to be anymore.No, you've changed, as have I.But I've changed because I was forced to.Forced to, by you. All of it was 'cause of you.But you know? I don't really care anymore...I mean, I do, but I don't. I could care less.It still hurts me, so badly, that everything reminds me of you.But that's something you've burned into my heart because of this.Because of you, I'm suffering. I was so happy before.Not now, no, I can't ever be happy. I was almost okay with it.Until you reminded me again. But I'm fine.Besides my phsysical health, my mental health is almost okay.Its just anothe